I can’t believe it’s the middle of January 2012!
Hank is gone now almost 5months and I can’t believe that either!
My heart is still broken and feels like it’ll never mend…there is such a gaping hole where he used to be…
It starts in the morning when i wake up …and realize that it wasn’t a dream…
he’s gone…he’s gone…he’s gone…
that thought just echoes in my brain, round and round and round…
nevermind trying to get up and make sense of the world…
I’m deep into Grief world now…Like Alice down the rabbit hole…
a world that makes no sense…disconnected from the 3D matrix…
I do realize that 2012 is a significant year of transition -not only for me- for Humanity.
We are moving towards the Mergence and Union of our Lower Selves into our Higher Multi-dimensional Selves.
A process that will be for many as confusing, discombobulating, and disconcerting as Hank’s passing is for me.
Yes, I’m in grief World, and it’s all about me…sigh…
“Upstairs” is still there and available for help and support.
But we are like children taking off our training wheels and getting ready to ride on our own for the first time…
a delicious blend of excitement, fear, and joyful abandon!
I’m wishing you all a wonderful ride on this year’s new Energy Rollar Coaster Ride!
Or as they say: Surf’s UP!!!
Wishing you many Blessings in this new year!
Li Lan
P.S. Remember that I wipe the slate clean at the beginning of the new year for Updates, and Messages & Channelings
